crossroads

Im at a serious point where I need to figure out what im gunna do. Move to SF or Portland and design there? Go backpacking for a few months and give up our apartment? Go back to school to get a teaching degree for Art?

I really have no fucking clue. Some part of me feels like I should blame the school system for not being more proactive in my education and immersion into the real world.

Then there's the rational part of me that wants to slap that other part around and say something emasculating like, "You sissy bitch. If you want something, go out there and get it."

No job, no girlfriend, lease is up in 3 months - now what?