do my thing

I have come to realize that what makes me happy isn't gratification or acknowledgment from others, but a genuine passion within myself. This realization has freed me from social standards that I may have constructed prior. I feel more open to the world with opportunity at my hand and empowerment in my grasp.

additionally, I love my bicycle.

no game.

i enjoy companionship, but moreso being a boyfriend and romantic. I like cuddling and being sweet and I know this about myself. I have learned so much from past relationships, and taking everything I have experienced to become a better boyfriend for the next go around. I really like the feeling of hugging her and not needing to let go out of awkwardness.

i know i am a romantic at heart and i love to show that to the girl i am interested in. special secret notes, hand picked flowers, picnics in the forest and the occasional mushroom adventure. its so cute i could puke.

I am playing the "No Game Game," because right now i need to seek satisfaction from within and harness my creativity and energy. I can't imagine how guys date or have sex with more than one woman at a time. I'm not that guy.

Furthermore, sometimes I feel like the rigid "picking up on chicks" mentality is similar to pitching a movie to studio execs. You gotta get their interest in 30 seconds, or they'll just move on to the next pitch/guy. Oh, the pressure.